WeEkeNd YaNg SaNgaT MemBoSaNkAn~

adei..pew dh jd ngan aku weekend kali ni.. serba x kena.. jiwa wse serabot... hati memberontak.. there is something i need but... argh!!! nak jerit kuat2.. nak nangis pon adew... huhu.. terperangkap dlm situasi y sepi.. nak bebas... nak puas... nak999!!! really need somebody... :'(

Opick - Rapuh 

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

hem~

HaRuS bAgAiMaNa???

Ada sesuatu y mengganggu fikiran…

Belingkar dalam pusaran akal…

Pencarian y tiada berkesudahan…

Semakin jauh ku selami,

Semakin aku hilang arah

Semakin aku lemas dalam mainan akal fikiran

Aku mencari dan mencari

Ternyata amat sukar utk ku temui

Ternyata keinginan ku mengatasi fikiran y x terjangkauan

Lantas harus bagaimana aku..

Harus bagaimana???

PAYUNG...

Satu kisah di petang ari ketika ujan lebat time nak balik…hua999. Kejadian berlaku pada 20 September 2010 tepat jam 5pm setelah loceng berbunyi…krinngg!!!!  (dah rupa kat skolah…) Tanpa b’bekalkan payung mn mungkin aku n my beloved housemate nak ke parking kereta.. SUDDENLY…

`aeh,awk nak balik nie ada pyung kew x?...’ our bos asked..

`xdek..ala redah jek…’ (dgn gaya x kesahnya konon2…umpama ujan tue small matter r…)

Then our bos ckp `nah..ambik pyung nie…’

`xpe2…t en.asnal nk pakai lak…’ (sesi twr menawar…)

`Ambik jek la… sy xpe..’  

YAHOO!!!

# besau x?? ramai leh masuk ni..hua999~

Besau giler kot payung dia.. kalo takat kami b’2 memg xkan mewase r titisan air ujan kat baju.ngeh3~ tapi berlaku sst y x terduga… payung itu tetiba terkulai layu oleh sentakan aku y sgt kuat time nak bukak…

# x ler seteruk ni..ni juz pic.. huhu~

 ADUSS….~ huhu..cam ne ni???

Dgn poyos nya masuk blik dalam ofis…

`en.asnal, payung patah…erk…’

Wawawa… nseb r bos bek…`awk ni ganas sgt ni… sy guna ok jek…but, it’s ok…’

`nak wat cam ne…energy t’lebih..ngeh999~’

Then another boss come… `pyung k.faz lg 1 ada dlm bilik..tp kecik jew la..p ambik..’

# bole x pakai pyung kecik nie jek??? hehe....

Wawa..kecik pon kecik la… x mewase gak payung besau en.asnal padahal dah usha lama dah..(hehe…) mungkin xdak rezeki kot..

To our boss…sowy der…hehe.

mY bReakFirSt...

weekend nie aku sensorg kat umah sbb my housemate2 lik kg..mood raya lg ni.ngeh2...tgl la ku n d'KFC geng at dis sewa home..tidow mlm pon b'teman kan cahaya lmpu dapor.hehe..takot kot...dah bis buln RAMADHAN..maka b'tebaran la makhluk2 b'nama SETAN..ngeh3~

# setan si pengacau...ngeh2~

so, sepanjang 2 ari ku bersendirian ni menu mknn aku pon jadi sgt la special.hehe... y utama nya... TELUR... aku dah singgah kedai runcit india depan tmn aku ni hanya utk membeli TELUR... 

# telur made in 'india shop'

"uncle, telo ada? nak 5 biji.."

"nah..Rm 1.70"

"erk,kalo 10 bijik bpe?"

"Rm 3.40..."

"ooo,bg sy 10 bijik la..."

and... today,for my breakfirst is.... roti  goreng TELOR

...

# wat 2 keping jek utk perut aku sowg.hehe...

dan...

# TELOR separuh masak...taok kicap udang lemak manis...

dan...

# milo panas... mai secwn..hehe~

Dat's my breakfirst today.. n also YESTERDAY...huhu... this weekend, bila berdiri jek depan my housmate 'nony jelly's mirror jek nampak la my face cam TELOR. hua999~ how bout next weekend????erk...

So SaD~

aku nak dia

AKU NAK DIA

aku nak dia....

tapi...

tak semua yg kita inginkan akan kita perolehi...em. 

suratan

bukan semua yang kita dapat adalah yang kita inginkan, dan bukan semua yang kita inginkan akan kita dapat. setiap yang kita perolehi dari hasil usaha kita sendiri memberikan kepuasan dalam diri. usaha yang gigih tanpa mengenal erti putus asa merupakan semangat yang tak pernah luntur. tak dinafikan setiap insan pernah mengalami kegagalan. tapi, bangkit dari kegagalan merupakan sesuatu yang lebih bermakna dari tidak pernah lansung berani untuk mencuba.. aku bukanlah seorang yang penakut, bukan juga seorang yang berani, apatah lagi dalam usaha aku demi menggapai apa yang aku inginkan. adakalanya, semangat datang berkobar2. lantas ku persiapkan diri. sedia untuk meneruskan langkah. malah berusaha untuk berlari dengan sepantas yang mungkin. dan adakalanya aku lemah tersungkur tak berdaya. aku bangun, tapi rebah kembali. menanti masa menentukan segalanya. andai aku berkuasa, akan aku pastikan apa yang ku inginkan aku perolehi. dan andai aku bisa, akan aku pastikan masa yang berlalu bukan yang sia2. em.

you belong with me-taylor swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

lenka-the show...

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

best kan???

trouble is a friend

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a ****er for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a ****er for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh
Oooohhhh ohhh ooooo ahhhhhh.


sedap tok dilayani dow... adios~